Day 1

at 220 am Amelia just kept waking up
so I usually change her diaper
warm up her soy milk
than use the bathroom
well I started my period
last month we started with the intention to start making another baby
I know my body and for some reason
I knew we were a little late
I feel relieved
2 months ago
I wanted to drop this extra 50 pounds I'm lugging around
and 2 months later here I am trying to have another baby
googling whether or not its feasible to lose weight while pregnant
I really dont want to do that
I want to be in the best shape of my life when I get pregnant
so there you go
my goal
Lose 45-50 pounds than get preggo
It's always been in my head that my biceps and triceps would be poppin while my belly is doing the same thing to
Its been such a mind game with me so I plan on utilizing this blog to help me along the way
my partner in crime
my venting place
so as I have had before
tons of day 1s
but I'm hoping that this is the last day 1