oh my sinuses...

I love love love my netipot...
It makes me feel so good clears my brain I swear!
There's pollen everywhere! all over the cars esp..
My red Jeep is now Orange

so my best friend moved away..
I don't blame her..
I would to if I could..
I do miss traveling...
Its been so long that I've seen a new place...
learn new things, exploring..
my heart longs for that..
yet I'm willing to sacrifice that for now to be with Amelia..
She's the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm sure my hubby...
I never understood it when people would say that...
"My kids are the best thing to ever happen to me"
Life does change you once the baby is born...
I think I'm still in this phase because for so long life was coasting and nothing life changing has happened since I guess my parents divorced when I was 19...
I guess I always thought my best friend would be by my side raising Amelia...
but she's not...
It sucks...
I wish she could experience what I'm going through...
being a new mom and stuff...
ok ill brb