Grrrr

Trying hard not to cry cause I just spent 13 mins watching a YouTube video on how to do smokey eyes... At the last min the hubby says he doesn't wanna go out.. He had yesterday and today off! I had to wake up at 545 am and work till 715pm I finally got a babysitter for tonight and be was wanting a date night this past Monday.. I totally flipped out on him and he was carrying Amelia..I used the f words a couple of times.. Please lord forgive me
I don't understand
Just pssts me the eff off
Now I feel like the night is ruined

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