So Yes I still am

Extended breastfeeding
I feel like I get a lot of shit for still breastfeeding ... Amelia will be 14 months old next month.. We tried the whole weaning at night and it was awful.. She cried and cried for hours .. I laid there in bed listening and felt like I was going against my motherly instincts.. I wasn't ready to
Quit but I wanted my freedom back.. Now I know that I'd rather sacrifice my freedom to Breastfeed the baby to comfort her .. It'll be happening soon
But not right now

Eating truffle fries

Than late that night u were really constipated like really really constipated sad face

It was what for dinner

And it was weak unfortunately

Pinterest idea

Desperately trying to avoid this!

Saturday afternoon

It was about 440 Saturday afternoon and the sun shines through our bedroom and Amelia loves to play in our bed. We place the cold pillows on her face and body and play peekaboo and she just laughs and laughs ... I love it... My fav part of the day.. A moment I will always remember

Hubby brought me food for work

At work

Last Friday Night

Ended up going to Suite for my girls 33 bday party.
It was ok
Jut nice to be out with friends
The place is so hung up
On VIP sections and I guess there was a misunderstanding about where there section was. That's what I hate about that place. I told my girlfriend that maybe it would be better to celebrate it at the Ivy cause our friends were having a party there and VIP would be waay cheaper.. Like bottles there 150... Suite was 300.. But she said no cause she's never been to Suite.. So we did Suite.. The music was pretty good than left for Wafflehouse afterwards.. She said if she could do it again she would not have her bday there. I wanted to say I told you so!! Whatever's
I got my power90 my intention was to wake up at 4am and do it but I woke up at 5:55 am and got ready for work.. I only have two DVDs I wonder if that's everything .. I'm excited .. I plan on running a 5k in two weeks so running is must on my days off. As far as breastfeeding mainly morning and night. I have a hard time putting her to nap without the boob..
Sigh
I just want my body back

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Sunday Funday

I hate working Sundays

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Grrrr

Trying hard not to cry cause I just spent 13 mins watching a YouTube video on how to do smokey eyes... At the last min the hubby says he doesn't wanna go out.. He had yesterday and today off! I had to wake up at 545 am and work till 715pm I finally got a babysitter for tonight and be was wanting a date night this past Monday.. I totally flipped out on him and he was carrying Amelia..I used the f words a couple of times.. Please lord forgive me
I don't understand
Just pssts me the eff off
Now I feel like the night is ruined

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Fudge

I really wanted to run today. It was in the back I my mind. The feeling of feeling exhausted but refreshed afterwards. Did it happen ... Fudge no.. Hubby came home .. Then he got wings than he went out and got my milk bags and sterilizer bags and a fly swatter.. I should have left once he came home but I didn't... I've been with the baby all day every min for the past three days I need a break just 30 mins to blow off steam.. I feel it building.. I'm in bed already I really wanna workout at 415am before work.. We will see.. I feel so stressed out right now... And physical activity will help it or an awesome orgasm lol

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Have to work tomorrow Thanksgiving and Black Friday

Martha Stewarts Cookies n Cream Cheesecake Cupcakes

Mom went to commissary and u help her unpack the tomatoes

Birthday gift from Cheryl and Joseph

Japanese pants and top so cute

Monday Monday

Normally the first day off after working I usually just chill and let the hours go by with no sense of urgency.. Today the baby and I woke up fully at 11 am. I felt bad but I think my body needed it.
Hung out with my mom. She's so awesome with the baby. They have this bond that I enjoy watching silently without interrupting their interaction. It gets me all emo. I picture my mom 30 years younger doing the same with me except alone without help from close family.
I need to exercise today. Need to run need to beat up my body so I can feel good and refreshed again.
I called my mom and she said she'll by over to watch the baby so I can run. It's so dark outside I don't feel safe taking the joggi g stroller out..ok brb

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At work yesterday hubby sent me a pic

Unpacking is your specialty

Sweating

It's so hot outside
Took me 50 mins to get me and the baby mainly the baby ready
My husband has the freakin carseat
I didn't even put makeup on yet or have coffee or breakfast
Ok I'm done whining

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Website to Remember

Skinnytaste.com
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Read about this last night on some googling about DIY body scrub

Bought this from Walgreens 6 dollars. My skin is sensitive esp my face so I have limited use on face wash. Noxzema but it's harsh clean and clear but still feels need more cleansing. I tried this out a few hours ago and I could tell right away I found a keeper... My face is fresh not tight and not dry.. No allergic reaction!!! Yahoo

Sleepin so good on a Friday night Martini night actually

Late for story time again

We got to Barnes late again so since the back was empty with the railroad track toys I let you chill there.. Other older kids came along and took the one train you had.. I was upset that they took it from you but you looked intrigued with all the older ones so I gently picked up a piece that was no where near you and the kids and handed it to you.. You always like to
Hold an item

Reminder

Took a pic to remember to read these books that I've hear about a long time ago.. One thing I do miss is having time to read.. I just wanna sit in Barnes and Noble and get lost in a stack of magazines and fully engaged in a book. I have downloaded a book by Jane Green one of my Favorite authors on my iPad but it's in bits in pieces and usually for 15 mins before I sleep... Oh well

Her "big" girl sippy cup

This is it...

I use to blogging on a daily basis.
That was when I was single and I was the only one I had to take care of.
Fast forward a few years...
I'm not 32
A wife to an awesome caring hot husband.
A new mom to a 13 month old who has the biggest smile and amazes me everyday.
oh ya and in Jacksonville, FL.
I also work fulltime.
There you go..
my first of many blog entries
Love,

Me